bored

During my school days I use to eagerly wait for my summer vacations, a long break from school, time to reconnect with family and friends with homework next to you. I use to hate the homework part. But those holidays were never boring.

My first vacations after joining college, bringing an end to my freshmen year. But just in the first week, I feel bored, most of my friends are still busy with their end-term exams, some are holidaying out and some gearing up for their competitive exams. Beside all these the summer heat is killing one can not even think of leaving the house. So all this leaves me behind feeling bored. As it goes “every dark cloud has a silver lining” my silver lining is the traveling part that I’m eagerly waiting for. But till then I’m going to go mad.

winning is winning

Winning, hmm… matters a lot!!! Everyone want to be a winner, why? Why is winning everything in life and why failure is the end to everything???

Remember that old saying, “failure is the pillar of success”. I remember my teacher us to rite it on the blackboard and daily I use to see it, read it and I use to think “who the hell wrote it, of course some one who never won”. But I now understand it, who wrote it? A person who lost but never felt like quitting. Why he wrote it? Because he made his failure his stepping stone and at last he won. His success stood upon the pillars of his failure.

There’s somewhere such a person inside of all of us. Imagine your toddler days, if you decided to quit walking after the first fall, what would have happen? I can’t even imagine that. After all those falls we took the first wobbling step, a step that changed everything and here we are standing on our two feet. Born a winner, feels great!!!

Not only the toddler stage but throughout your life, till this moment you are reading this, count all your “first loser then the winner acts”, the list goes on, on and on… Winning is not about winning competitions, debates, tests, exams but it’s about fulfillment in what we do and this feeling of fulfillment is great!!!

Ofcourse I love you, till I find someone better

Its quiet a mystery (biggest of all the existing ones at least for me) that why do we fall in love. I mean every time one falls in love, one says, "Oh! This love of mine is so true and real." Few days later the one leaves the love of life, falls in love again and it’s again true and real. Recently I realized it, that even I say it and do it.

I told a friend of mine about my boyfriend, she was surprised or I’ll rather say shocked and said, "How many guys would you date, my dear. Why don't you fix yourself with a guy? Look at me this guy I’m engaged with, we have a 4 year old relationship. See, how happy I am! We fight, we argue but we never talk about leaving each other. You compromise; you change yourself when you are in love according to your lovers need. God forbid if we ever parted, I'll die." These words at that moment were harsh in fact hurting. On my way back home her words kept on echoing in my head. I came home and just thought about it, kept on thinking, discussed it with my folks and at last I reached a conclusion.

It’s simple; compare yourself with a spider and your love life with the spider's web that it is building. Quiet a good comparison! Leaving jokes apart, a spider builds its web, it falls, it tumbles down and at times the web strings break but the spider never stops, it picks up where the string broke and starts again. There are times when the web breaks or is destroyed and the spider starts afresh but never stops until the day it builds a safe home for itself. Same case goes around in our love life: we get dumped, ditched, cheated, we escape out of love but we never stop falling in love. We again fall in love, we work to make it live. It’s like "Of course I love you, till I find someone better" and the day that better enters our life, our search ends and we don't work upon our love life but we work on our life that we’ll spend with that better, planning to end it with that better. Above all we are humans and we want satisfaction and perfection in our life so why not, be with the best when it comes to living life till the end.

But one thing for sure falling in love is the best thing in life!!!