Answer Again

I know you love me

and I knew that long ago.

But still don’t know why

right now I don’t want to answer you.

I feel like playing,

playing with you.

In my heart

I know that I love you to.

But still don’t know why

right now I don’t want to answer you.

I to have walked,

the rocky path of love;

but I’m ready

to surrender only to you.

I can’t predict the future

and whether I’ll be

there with you.

Still I want to be a part of you.

But still don’t know why

right now I don’t want to answer you.

Your constant gaze on me,

is making me helpless.

What if this game of mine

gets on your nerves.

Your threats on usual days,

won’t work on me

but it’s just for today

that I’m ready to give in.

Because in my heart I fear losing you

and right now

I don’t know why

I want to answer you

and yes I love you!!!

This New Love of Mine

My past has for long,

dominated my today

and stopped me from

walking the love’s way.

My girl,

whom I loved,

loved like mad,

left me with nothing,

nothing in hand.

Now am afraid,

afraid to fall in love again.

But I don’t know why

when I saw you walking there,

I felt my heart

racing up and down

and somehow I knew,

you are, what I had to own.

I felt you were mine.

I don’t know why

I thought you to be my life.

Am still not sure

how long we’ll go

but I love you

for your sweetness

and the love and care you

got in store.

Give me your hand

and look into my eyes

that’s where I want to capture

you forever.

I love you… Yes I do

and I’m ready to do

anything for you!!!

On one fortunate day… this boy of ours met a girl. They met as strangers, talked for hours about their life and the lessons they have learnt. Soon they got along, so well like a house on fire. Talking each day for hours, both grew fond of each other. Both of them were similar in many cases, like both loved writing, both had almost similar experiences in the field of love and so both of them understood each other well.

But who knew that the fondness they shared for each other would one day, turn into love. The boy stared to like the girl, unaware of the fact that he was breaking the promise that he had earlier made to himself. He in his heart somehow knew what he was doing so he was happy that he was following his heart…

The girl had a funda which said, “It’s now or never, so just grab the opportunity by its throat.” She told this funda to the boy, the boy was so impressed by it that he decided that he would soon propose the girl, before it’s too late.

He started giving clues to the girl, he told her that he likes a girl and is going to propose her soon. The girl turned out to be smarter than the boy and started to persuade the boy into telling her, the girl’s name. And a day before the destined day, the boy was forced to propose the girl.

So that day he took the girl out with him, in the parking lot, he took the girl’s hand and looking into her eyes, he told her that he loved her…                                  

Consequence

What not have I

done to be with you.

How much I changed myself

for you.

But without you

my life has lost its colors.

My life’s canvas is

all black and white

and there is all darkness,

no light.

I’ve ceased to emote myself

and I’m walking without

your help.

But still a part of me misses you

like hell.

I’ve lost

my faith in love

and I now fear to commit myself,

to someone new.

I need no love

because it soon ends,

and all I need

now is just a friend,

who’ll be there

with me in thick and thin,

who would love me

till the end. 

The boy had locked his heart and thrown the key in the deepest ocean, keeping no spare key in hand. He vowed never to fall in love again. He made himself busy in his work, family and friends. He started penning down his emotions on a piece of paper. He was happy with no love in his life.

He just needed a friend, a friend who won’t expect anything from him, who won’t emotionally depend on him but at the same time would understand him. Because somewhere in his heart, he was still carrying the old load and did not wanted to put it off.

As he believed that,

Once ditched, always ditched and never hitched. 

He decided that he would marry the one whom his parents would choose for him. But till then he would surely search for himself the “No Expectation friend”.

The Comeback

                                                                        Hey you,

from where your coming through???

All this long,

where were you???

I’ve been waiting here

just for you.

I’m sorry for what

I did with you.

I don’t know why a

part of me still misses you.

I know I created a mess,

making your life hell

but I turned blind on you,

when somehow

I walked away from the line.

I still love you

Yes… I do.

I’m sorry For betraying you

but still my love…

I love you.

Dilemma

One day… The boy was out with his friends. He seemed happy from the outside but from the inside he was the saddest person alive on this earth. Because in the girl’s absence, he realized how much he needed her for himself.

His eyes were somehow searching for her and he saw here, saw her walking on the other side of the room. He closed his eyes thinking that it was just a dream and when he opened them back again, he realized that it wasn’t a dream. She was there sitting alone on the table, right across the room. The boy wanted to go and talk to her. Gathering all the courage he had inside, he stood up from his seat and started walking towards her.

His world got shattered when he saw another boy walking towards the girl The girl greeted the boy with a peek on the cheek and offered him the seat next to her. Without a word the boy left the room.  On his way back home he kept thinking about her. Seeing the girl happy with someone else, the boy felt betrayed but was happy for the fact that without him the girl is happier.

Few days later the boy heard a knock. Someone was knocking, knocking on his heart’s door. But when the boy went to answer the door, hearing the girl standing on the other side he decided,

“Let this door be closed, closed for eternity!!!”

Because he no longer wanted to be with this girl, moreover, he didn’t wanted to be with any other girl, as he no longer believed in love.